Thursday, September 8, 2011

over a month gone

Daddy, I miss you so much...

it eats at me

I can't keep food down long, I'm told it's because of the Grief...

I want you back now, I want to wake up from this dream now...

you were always there to remind me to chin the hell up...

But I know that you are still here with me, because of little things, like yesterday, my tummy was REALLY upset, and a good friend brought me a milkshake out of the blue, like it was no big thing.. that was so amazing, it calmed my stomach and made me feel better... I knew it had to be you watching out for me.

I love you so much....

Please be happy where you are.